heaven and agony

after delirium. lol

2005-06-26T09:20:00.000+08:00

haaay! what a day!! di pa ako nagaaral. meron pa naman akong 3 possible exams bukas. >.<

hmm.. ano nga bang nangyayari skn?! well.. ito.. malungkot. feeling bummed at walang gana. sheeet!! okay lang naman ang mga subjects and professors ko ngayon kaso.. ewan ko ba.. not enough vitamins siguro. lol!

tapos kakainis pa.. sa tingin ko tumaba ako.. huhuh! (View my latest pics sa prengster ko.) para malaman kung tumaba nga.. >.<>

Speaking of edje.. nalulungkot ako. kasi di ko na siya nakakausap. TT__TT i mean, naguusap kami once in a while pero di katulad noon na lagi. buseet kasing ekonomiya na yan,e.. bakit bumagsak pa?! bakit naghihirap ang mga tao ngayon. hmmp! kung marami lang akong load.... sheetee!
di ko tuloy maiwasang magselos. at kung ano-anong mga masasama ang mga naiisip ko!! >.<>

haaaay! diyos ko! enuf of that senti ish! im in deep trouble now... waaaah! my life is full of shitty lies. lol! kakainis!!

KRIMINAL

2005-06-18T01:30:00.000+08:00

KRIMINAL1: "Pare, sigurado ka bang dito dadaan yung papatayin natin?"

KRIMINAL2: "Oo, nagtataka nga ako, 1 oras na tayo dito wala parin siya! Sana naman wlang nangyaring masama sa kanya."

....BLANK!

2005-06-15T16:16:00.000+08:00

... i was bored kanina so i answered this random survey at friendster. hehehe!

1.one word to describe urself right now?==> BUMMED. DRAGGED.
2.two words you want to say to your lovedone/your crush/significant other?==> WALA LANG!
3. name 7 of your closest friends==> KATH,ANGEL,BRENN,JO,AIR,CHE,VEBZ
4. what's your favorite number?==> 3
5. what was the first thing you did afterwaking up?==> opened my eyes
6. last number of your phone number?==> 2
7. brand and model of your mobilephone?==> BOKIA.. HEHE
8.who was the first person that came toyour mind as you woke up this morning?==> NO ONE
9. who was the last person to make youfeel kilig?==> ERR...
10. what song is on your mind right now?==> FIRST LOVE BY HIKI.. LOL
11. what was the last thing you wrote on aline?==> NONE
12. whom do you want to call on yourcellphone?==> EDJE
13. what's your favorite time of day?==> 9AM
14. what color do you like?==> BLACK,WHITE,GRAY,GREEN
15. last song that you sang:==> HIKARI. HEHE
16. do you like to sing?==> SURE
17. have you ever been to Boracay?==> NOPE. HEHE
18. what was the last song that youdanced to?==> WALA
19. favorite song:==> KAHIT ANO.
20. bakit mo sinagutan ang survey na ito?==> BORED.
21. asan ka ngayon?==> SA EARTH.
22. last person you e-mailed.==> NONE
23. have you worn/are you wearing braces==> IM WEARING ONE RIGHT NOW.
24. how often do you buy load?==> I DONT BUY MY LOAD. HEHE
25. who's the last person in yourphonebook==> I HAVE NO IDEA.
26. if you were given a chance to visitanother country what would it be?==> japan<=SAME
27. name the person that you want to fallfor you at this moment==> MARK HERRAS!! WAKOKOK!
28. msg to the person u love:==> HOWDY!?

anyways, im starting to have my "math trauma"again! huhuhu! tapos syet! dami pang required books na bibilhin! walan'jo naman,oo!! ang mamahal pa! kakainis!! >.<>

ngayon,i have to recall and practice my math. badtrip pa kasi di pa sure ung prof namin dun. baka maging terror pa! shete naman,oo!! kakainis talaga!! arrgggh!!

Budz

2005-06-14T16:24:00.000+08:00

To speak or not to,

Heck! I dont even know where to start.

These feeling is all locked up inside,

I dont want to hide.

I know its some old cliche,

But what I feel, I must convey.

I love you, but what can I do?

You love somebody new.

So I'll just put on a fake smile,

And pretend im okey.

Cos all i have to do is be happy for you,

but why is it so hard to do?

...yey!

2005-06-13T17:03:00.000+08:00

yey! may pasok na tommorow! i cant wait to see my friends and have my baon.. hehe! grabe! excited na ako. pero walan'jo! may math na!! huhuh!! may trauma na ata ako sa math,e.. kakainis!

anyway,nakachat ko kanina si angel. sana nga matuloy kami sa ncaa. wohoo! kaso wala na raw si ronjay.. hmm.. sayang!

nga pala, nakausap ko na rin si Edje kanina... miss ko na talaga siya.. kainis!! >.<

cge,tommorow na lang.. baka makapag-pic ako bukas!! wohoo!!

im sooo excited!!

NEW RUBBER

2005-06-12T16:08:00.000+08:00

waaah! my aunt fixed my braces na! yehey! purple ang kulor.. wahehhe! tapos, ito.. naghihintay na lang na maubos ang prepaid nito.. hehe! anyway, kainis dahil there's no school tommorow. excited pa naman ako!! hmmpf! asar! kailangan ko ng baon!!!!!!!!!

OH MY GAWD! IM SPEECHLESS!!

2005-06-11T16:27:00.000+08:00

grabe!! BEAU CANLAS messaged me sa friendster!! wala akong masabi!! ito message niya skin::

From:
BeaU
Date:
localDateTimewithTimezone("June 10, 2005 12:46 PM","timetag1");
Saturday, June 11, 2005 3:46:00 AM
Subject:
Re: hello po..
Message:
hello thyrza... pleased to make your acquaintance =) i really appreciate the message ;-) things like this do not go unnoticed... however, i must apologize (in advance) for the less than expeditious correspondence to your messages. . . nice pix though! with all that said, go ahead tell me something interesting...take care, peace

BeaU

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The Rose

2005-06-09T01:36:00.000+08:00

THE ROSE

Janis Joplin

Some say love, it is a river,

that drowns the tender reed.

Some say love, it is a razor,

that leaves your soul to bleed.

Some say love, it is a hunger,

an endless aching need.

I say love, it is a flower,

and you it's only seed.

It's the heart, afraid of breaking,

that never, learns to dance.

It's the dream, afraid of waking,

that never, takes the chance.

It's the one, who won't be taken,

who cannot, seem to give.

And the soul, afraid of dying,

that never, learns to live.

When the night has, been to lonely,

and the road has been to long.

That you think that love is only,

for the lucky and the strong.

Just remember in the winter,

far beneath the bitter snows,

Lies the seed that with the suns love,

in the spring becomes the rose.

DONT LET ME FALL FOR HIM..

2005-06-08T16:57:00.000+08:00

If you see me walking the road with someone else...

It's not because I like his company,

It's because you're not brave enough to walk beside me.

If you hear me talking about him all the time...

It's not because he pleases me,

It's because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat.

If you feel me falling with someone new...

It's not because I love him,

It's because you're not there to catch me if I fall.

If you feel lost,

I too am nowhere...

I too don't know where the road is going.
Are we gonna cross each other's path...

Or just completely turn around?

Will we just let go of what we had...

Or go to the place where love is bound?

Don't let me walk with him...

It's you I want to walk with.

Don't let me talk of him...

It's you I want to talk with.

......Don't let me fall for him